something more

I lie awake again, my bodies feeling paralyzed
I can’t remember when
I didn’t live through this disguise
The words you said to me
They couldn’t set me free

I’m stuck here in this life i didn’t ask for
There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out

The storm is rolling in
The thunders loud it hurts my ears

I’m paying for my sins
And its gunna rain for years and years

I fooled everyone and now what will i become?
I have to start this over
I have to start this over

There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out

I fooled everyone and now what will i become?
I have to start this over
I have to start this over

There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out
There must be something more
Breathe in breathe out
There must be something more

this is my fuckin stupid feeling !

this is my fuckin stupid wishing !
. i wish you were here with me in the night when you say you love me (?)
. i wish you say you love me again (?)
. i wish you comeback to me (?)
. i wsih you feel this fuckin pain that you make to me (?)

this is my fuckin stupid think !
. i think you still fuckin love me (of curse not !)
. i think you still want me (of curse you never ever want me anymore !)
. i think you still fuckin remember me n our FUCKIN momeries (thats unimportant to you !)
. i think that you always think about me (hey just weaste him time !)

stop ! gue capek !
gue pikir lu tulus dari hati lu . eh trnyata cuma suruan org ! kampretaning lu !
kalo kyk gitu mendingan lu ngausah deh sok kyk gitu ke gue . emng pertamanya gue seneng tapi stelah tau klo ternyata lu cuma di suruh, kampretaianjing lu ! bikin sakit ati monyet !
udalah klo gak niat itu mending diem aja tidur ! gausah sok kyk gitu ! bikin sakit harapan gue aja! i'm so sick with this FUCKIN shit that you give to me !
benerbener kecewa stengah mampus gue ama lu ! sakitsakitsakitsakitsakitt !
ahh taulah nyet . pusing stengah mampus gue ! jadi autis gue gara" mikirin lu ! gatau deh knpa gue bisa kpkiran elu -_________-
hei ingetkah bsk tgl brapa ? wow thats fuckin amazing ! thnks for all fuckin boy ! ;)

my fuckin day !

30june is my fckn day a.k.a my brthday ;) but i dnt want it ! this is my FUCKIN DAMN day !
i hate my bornday ! i mean when he was leave me i hate my bornday bcs mmmmmmm youre not should know abt this :p this is my secret !
hmmhmmmm apa yaa aku bingung mau ngomong . ahhhh pokoknya makasii buat sahabat"kuu yg uda ngasi big suprise buat aku . ohyeahh my family tooo . n ALLAH SWT ofcurse !
emmm makasii juga buat tmn" yg udah ngucapin aku maav ada yg gak aku bls . hehehee :p emmmm yaa pokoknya makasii bgtlah !
you still the only one the greatest gift in my life ! imma spesial gift from ALLAH !
but now your gone ! yeahhh thats soooo sick ! but olret gue ikhlas kok udahan . thats just my fuckin beautiful last memories .
yaudahlahh aku cuma mau crita ini aja . mav blm smepet upload foto"ku . ntr klo smpet aku uploadin biar pada bisa liat ;)
thnks a lot guys ! i love you all ! kisshuggy :*

my life my love my stories

tadi pagi gue udaa resmi jadi alumni smp muhammadiyah 3 yk 2007/2010 (klo ga salah tuh taunnya)
uhhhhh tadi gue hbs wisudaaa nih . nyihihii nahan nagiss . takut pisaahhhh takut di lupaainnnn samaaa kaliannn guys :'(
a lot of memories in mugha jhs that i cnt forget . guys you taught me how to love someone, how to be a good friend, how to be a good girl, how to be a stonger girl, how to be a prfct prsn in your eyes (yeahh although im not soo perfct :p) and much more that you taught me guys :'). im soo pround to have best friends like you guys :)
sorry guys if i ever make you hurt or whatever is it . mmmmmm i dnt know what else should i write to ya guys ;)
yeahhhhhh i jst wanna say thnks a lot guysss :*
tnks for my best friends : farera . pipip . lala . joseph . rika . nisa . nddul . keke . rara . ance . hasna . naila, ets (I'm sorry that I hevn't mentioned your name)
my exbf : i dont wanna wrote his name, but i'm sure that you know who :p
and my teacher toooo :* i love SMP MUHAMMADIYA 3 YK !!!!!!
I couldn't write my feelings but I just can say "I love you guys"

broken vow

Tell me her name
I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own

I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time

I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why

I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

I close my eyes
And dream of you and I

And then I realize
There's more to life than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes

I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end

I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

alejandro

I know that we are young and I know you may love me
But I just can’t be with you like this anymore, Alejandro

She’s got both hands in her pockets
And she won’t look at you, won’t look at you
She hides true love, en su bolsillo
She’s got a halo around her finger around you

You know that I love you, boy
Hot like Mexico, rejoice
At this point I gotta choose
Nothing to lose

Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Alejandro
I’m not your babe, I’m not your babe, Fernando
Don’t wanna kiss, don’t wanna touch
Just smoke one cigarette and hush
Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Roberto

Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro
Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro

Stop please, just let me go
Alejandro, just let me go

She’s not broken, she’s just a baby
But her boyfriend’s like a dad, just like a dad
And all those flames that burned before him
Now he’s gonna firefight, got cool the bad

You know that I love you, boy
Hot like Mexico, rejoice
At this point I gotta choose
Nothing to lose

Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Alejandro
I’m not your babe, I’m not your babe, Fernando
Don’t wanna kiss, don’t wanna touch
Just smoke one cigarette and hush
Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Roberto

Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro
Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro

Don’t bother me, don’t bother me, Alejandro
Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, bye Fernando
I’m not your babe, I’m not your babe, Alejandro
Don’t wanna kiss, don’t wanna touch, Fernando

Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Alejandro
I’m not your babe, I’m not your babe, Fernando
Don’t wanna kiss, don’t wanna touch
Just smoke one cigarette and hush
Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Roberto

Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro
Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro

Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Alejandro
(Alejandro, Alejandro)
nI’m not your babe, I’m not your babe, Fernado
(Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro)
Don’t wanna kiss, don’t wanna touch
(Alejandro, Alejandro)
Just smoke one cigarette and hush
Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Roberto
(Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro)
Alejandro

teeth

Don’t be scared, I’ve done this before
Show me your teeth
Show me your teeth
Show me your teeth

Don’t want no money
(Want your money)
That shit’s ugly
Just want your sex
(Want your sex)

Take a bite of my bad girl meat
(Bad girl meat)
Take a bite of me
(Show me your teeth)
Let me see, you’re mean

Got no direction
(No direction)
I need direction
Just got my vamp
(Got my vamp)

Take a bite of my bad girl meat
(Bad girl meat)
Take a bit of me, boy
(Show me your teeth)
The truth is sexy

Tell me something that’ll save me
I need a man who makes me alright
(Man who makes me alright)
(Just tell me that it’s alright)
Tell me something that’ll change me
I’m gonna love you with my hands tied

Show me your teeth
Just tell me when
(Show me your teeth)
Open your mouth, boy
(Show me your teeth)
Show me what ya got
(Show me your teeth, teeth, teeth, teeth)

Got no salvation
(No salvation)
Got no salvation
Got nor religion
(No religion)
My religion is you

Take a bite of my bad girl meat
(Bad girl meat)
Take a bit of me, boy
(Show me your teeth)
I’m a tough bitch

Got my addictions
(My addictions)
And I love to fix ‘em
(And I love to fix ‘em)
No one’s perfect

Take a bite of my bad girl meat
(Bad girl meat)
Take a bit of me, boy
(Show me your teeth)
I just need a little guidance

Tell me something that’ll save me
I need a man who makes me alright
(Man who makes me alright)
(Just tell me that it’s alright)
Tell me something that’ll change me
I’m gonna love you with my hands tied

Show me your teeth
Just tell me when
(Show me your teeth)
Open your mouth boy
(Show me your teeth)
Show me what ya got
(Show me your teeth, teeth, teeth, teeth, teeth)

Show me your teeth
My religion is you
My religion is you

Help, need a man now show me your fangs
Help, need a man now show me your fangs
(My religion is you)
Help, need a man now show me your fangs
Help, need a man now show me your fangs

Help, need a man now show me your fangs
(My religion is you)
Help, need a man now show me your fangs
Help, need a man now show me your fangs
Help, need a man now show me your fangs

Tell me something that’ll save me
I need a man who makes me alright
(Man who makes me alright)
(Just tell me that it’s alright)
Tell me something that’ll change me
I’m gonna love you with my hands tied

Show me your teeth
Just tell me when
(Show me your teeth)
Open your mouth, boy
(Show me your teeth)
Show me what ya got
(Show me your teeth, teeth, teeth, teeth)

Show me your teeth
It’s not how big, it’s how mean
It’s not how big, it’s how mean

Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
(Open your mouth, boy)

Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
(My religion is you)

Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
(I just need a little guidance)
Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth, teeth, teeth, teeth)