Senin, 26 Juli 2010

something more

I lie awake again, my bodies feeling paralyzed
I can’t remember when
I didn’t live through this disguise
The words you said to me
They couldn’t set me free

I’m stuck here in this life i didn’t ask for
There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out

The storm is rolling in
The thunders loud it hurts my ears

I’m paying for my sins
And its gunna rain for years and years

I fooled everyone and now what will i become?
I have to start this over
I have to start this over

There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out

I fooled everyone and now what will i become?
I have to start this over
I have to start this over

There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out
There must be something more
Breathe in breathe out
There must be something more

Jumat, 02 Juli 2010

this is my fuckin stupid feeling !

this is my fuckin stupid wishing !
. i wish you were here with me in the night when you say you love me (?)
. i wish you say you love me again (?)
. i wish you comeback to me (?)
. i wsih you feel this fuckin pain that you make to me (?)

this is my fuckin stupid think !
. i think you still fuckin love me (of curse not !)
. i think you still want me (of curse you never ever want me anymore !)
. i think you still fuckin remember me n our FUCKIN momeries (thats unimportant to you !)
. i think that you always think about me (hey just weaste him time !)

stop ! gue capek !
gue pikir lu tulus dari hati lu . eh trnyata cuma suruan org ! kampretaning lu !
kalo kyk gitu mendingan lu ngausah deh sok kyk gitu ke gue . emng pertamanya gue seneng tapi stelah tau klo ternyata lu cuma di suruh, kampretaianjing lu ! bikin sakit ati monyet !
udalah klo gak niat itu mending diem aja tidur ! gausah sok kyk gitu ! bikin sakit harapan gue aja! i'm so sick with this FUCKIN shit that you give to me !
benerbener kecewa stengah mampus gue ama lu ! sakitsakitsakitsakitsakitt !
ahh taulah nyet . pusing stengah mampus gue ! jadi autis gue gara" mikirin lu ! gatau deh knpa gue bisa kpkiran elu -_________-
hei ingetkah bsk tgl brapa ? wow thats fuckin amazing ! thnks for all fuckin boy ! ;)

Rabu, 30 Juni 2010

my fuckin day !

30june is my fckn day a.k.a my brthday ;) but i dnt want it ! this is my FUCKIN DAMN day !
i hate my bornday ! i mean when he was leave me i hate my bornday bcs mmmmmmm youre not should know abt this :p this is my
secret !
hmmhmmmm apa yaa aku bingung mau ngomong . ahhhh pokoknya makasii buat sahabat"kuu yg uda ngasi big suprise buat aku . ohyeahh my family tooo . n ALLAH SWT ofcurse !
emmm makasii juga buat tmn" yg udah ngucapin aku maav ada yg gak aku bls . hehehee :p emmmm yaa pokoknya makasii bgtlah !
you still the only one the greatest gift in my life ! imma spesial gift from ALLAH !
but now your gone ! yeahhh thats soooo sick ! but olret gue ikhlas kok udahan . thats just my fuckin beautiful last memories .
yaudahlahh aku cuma mau crita ini aja . mav blm smepet upload foto"ku . ntr klo smpet aku uploadin biar pada bisa liat ;)
thnks a lot guys ! i love you all ! kisshuggy :*

Minggu, 27 Juni 2010

my life my love my stories

tadi pagi gue udaa resmi jadi alumni smp muhammadiyah 3 yk 2007/2010 (klo ga salah tuh taunnya)
uhhhhh tadi gue hbs wisudaaa nih . nyihihii nahan nagiss . takut pisaahhhh takut di lupaainnnn samaaa kaliannn guys :'(
a lot of memories in mugha jhs that i cnt forget . guys you taught me how to love someone, how to be a good friend, how to be a good girl, how to be a stonger girl, how to be a prfct prsn in your eyes (yeahh although im not soo perfct :p) and much more that you taught me guys :'). im soo pround to have best friends like you guys :)
sorry guys if i ever make you hurt or whatever is it . mmmmmm i dnt know what else should i write to ya guys ;)
yeahhhhhh i jst wanna say thnks a lot guysss :*
tnks for my best friends : farera . pipip . lala . joseph . rika . nisa . nddul . keke . rara . ance . hasna . naila, ets (I'm sorry that I hevn't mentioned your name)
my exbf : i dont wanna wrote his name, but i'm sure that you know who :p
and my teacher toooo :* i love SMP MUHAMMADIYA 3 YK !!!!!!
I couldn't write my feelings but I just can say "I love you guys"

broken vow

Tell me her name
I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own


I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow


Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time


I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why

I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

I close my eyes
And dream of you and I

And then I realize
There's more to life than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes


I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end


I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Kamis, 24 Juni 2010

alejandro

I know that we are young and I know you may love me
But I just can’t be with you like this anymore, Alejandro

She’s got both hands in her pockets
And she won’t look at you, won’t look at you
She hides true love, en su bolsillo
She’s got a halo around her finger around you

You know that I love you, boy
Hot like Mexico, rejoice
At this point I gotta choose
Nothing to lose

Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Alejandro
I’m not your babe, I’m not your babe, Fernando
Don’t wanna kiss, don’t wanna touch
Just smoke one cigarette and hush
Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Roberto

Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro
Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro

Stop please, just let me go
Alejandro, just let me go

She’s not broken, she’s just a baby
But her boyfriend’s like a dad, just like a dad
And all those flames that burned before him
Now he’s gonna firefight, got cool the bad

You know that I love you, boy
Hot like Mexico, rejoice
At this point I gotta choose
Nothing to lose

Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Alejandro
I’m not your babe, I’m not your babe, Fernando
Don’t wanna kiss, don’t wanna touch
Just smoke one cigarette and hush
Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Roberto

Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro
Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro

Don’t bother me, don’t bother me, Alejandro
Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, bye Fernando
I’m not your babe, I’m not your babe, Alejandro
Don’t wanna kiss, don’t wanna touch, Fernando

Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Alejandro
I’m not your babe, I’m not your babe, Fernando
Don’t wanna kiss, don’t wanna touch
Just smoke one cigarette and hush
Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Roberto

Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro
Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro

Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Alejandro
(Alejandro, Alejandro)
nI’m not your babe, I’m not your babe, Fernado
(Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro)
Don’t wanna kiss, don’t wanna touch
(Alejandro, Alejandro)
Just smoke one cigarette and hush
Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Roberto
(Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro)
Alejandro

teeth

Don’t be scared, I’ve done this before
Show me your teeth
Show me your teeth
Show me your teeth

Don’t want no money
(Want your money)
That shit’s ugly
Just want your sex
(Want your sex)

Take a bite of my bad girl meat
(Bad girl meat)
Take a bite of me
(Show me your teeth)
Let me see, you’re mean

Got no direction
(No direction)
I need direction
Just got my vamp
(Got my vamp)

Take a bite of my bad girl meat
(Bad girl meat)
Take a bit of me, boy
(Show me your teeth)
The truth is sexy

Tell me something that’ll save me
I need a man who makes me alright
(Man who makes me alright)
(Just tell me that it’s alright)
Tell me something that’ll change me
I’m gonna love you with my hands tied

Show me your teeth
Just tell me when
(Show me your teeth)
Open your mouth, boy
(Show me your teeth)
Show me what ya got
(Show me your teeth, teeth, teeth, teeth)

Got no salvation
(No salvation)
Got no salvation
Got nor religion
(No religion)
My religion is you

Take a bite of my bad girl meat
(Bad girl meat)
Take a bit of me, boy
(Show me your teeth)
I’m a tough bitch

Got my addictions
(My addictions)
And I love to fix ‘em
(And I love to fix ‘em)
No one’s perfect

Take a bite of my bad girl meat
(Bad girl meat)
Take a bit of me, boy
(Show me your teeth)
I just need a little guidance

Tell me something that’ll save me
I need a man who makes me alright
(Man who makes me alright)
(Just tell me that it’s alright)
Tell me something that’ll change me
I’m gonna love you with my hands tied

Show me your teeth
Just tell me when
(Show me your teeth)
Open your mouth boy
(Show me your teeth)
Show me what ya got
(Show me your teeth, teeth, teeth, teeth, teeth)

Show me your teeth
My religion is you
My religion is you

Help, need a man now show me your fangs
Help, need a man now show me your fangs
(My religion is you)
Help, need a man now show me your fangs
Help, need a man now show me your fangs

Help, need a man now show me your fangs
(My religion is you)
Help, need a man now show me your fangs
Help, need a man now show me your fangs
Help, need a man now show me your fangs

Tell me something that’ll save me
I need a man who makes me alright
(Man who makes me alright)
(Just tell me that it’s alright)
Tell me something that’ll change me
I’m gonna love you with my hands tied

Show me your teeth
Just tell me when
(Show me your teeth)
Open your mouth, boy
(Show me your teeth)
Show me what ya got
(Show me your teeth, teeth, teeth, teeth)

Show me your teeth
It’s not how big, it’s how mean
It’s not how big, it’s how mean

Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
(Open your mouth, boy)

Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
(My religion is you)

Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
(I just need a little guidance)
Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth, teeth, teeth, teeth)

so speechless

I can’t believe what you said to me
Last night we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby, you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again, oh boy, you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless
And I’ll never love again, oh boy, you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart, seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He’s gonna get you and after he’s through
There’s gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love, so baby
Raise a glass to mend all the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again, oh boy, you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless
And I’ll never love again, oh friend, you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

How? How? How?
How? How? How?

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to
Would you give it all up? Could I give it all up for you?
And after all the boys and the girls that we’ve been through
Would you give it all up? Could you give it all up if I promise boy to you?

That I’ll never talk again and I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song, won’t even sing along
I’ll never love again, so speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless
Some men may follow me
But you choose any girl but me
Why you so speechless? Oh, oh

dance in the dark

Silicone, saline, poison, inject me, baby
I’m a free bitch
I’m a free bitch

Some girls won’t dance to the beat of the track
She won’t walk away, but she won’t look back
She looks good, but her boyfriend says she’s a mess
She’s a mess, she’s a mess, now the girl is stressed
She’s a mess, she’s a mess, she’s a mess, she’s a mess

Baby loves to dance in the dark
‘Cause when he’s lookin’ she falls apart
Baby loves to dance in the dark

Baby loves to dance in the dark
‘Cause when he’s lookin’ she falls apart
Baby loves to dance, loves to dance in the dark

Run, run her kiss is a vampire grin
The moon lights away while she’s howlin’ at him
She looks good, but her boyfriend says she’s a tramp
She’s a tramp, she’s a vamp, but she still does her dance
She’s a tramp, she’s a vamp, but she still kills the dance

Baby loves to dance in the dark
‘Cause when he’s lookin’ she falls apart
Baby loves to dance in the dark

Baby loves to dance in the dark
‘Cause when he’s lookin’ she falls apart
Baby loves to dance, loves to dance in the dark
In the dark, she loves to dance in the dark
In the dark, she loves, she loves to dance in the dark

Marilyn, Judy, Sylvia, tell ‘em how you feel, girls
Work your blond, Benet Ramsey will haunt like Liberace
Find your freedom in the music
Find your Jesus, find your Kubrick

You will never fall apart
Diana you’re still in our hearts
Never let you fall apart
Together we’ll dance in the dark

Baby loves to dance in the dark
‘Cause when he’s lookin’ she falls apart
Baby loves to dance in the dark, baby

Baby loves to dance in the dark
‘Cause when he’s lookin’ she falls apart
Baby loves to dance, loves to dance in the dark

monster

Don’t call me Gaga
I’ve never seen one like that before
Don’t look at me like that
You amaze me

He ate my heart, he a-a-ate my heart
(You little monster)
He ate my heart, he a-a-ate my heart out
(You amaze me)
He ate my heart, he a-a-ate my heart
He ate my heart, he a-a-ate my heart

Look at him, look at me,
That boy is bad, and honestly
He’s a wolf in disguise
But I can’t stop staring in those evil eyes

I asked my girlfriend if she’d seen you ’round before
She mumbled something while we got down on the floor, baby
We might’ve fucked not really sure, don’t quite recall
But something tells me that I’ve seen him, yeah, before

That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster

He ate my heart
(I love that girl)
He ate my heart
(Wanna talk to her, she’s hot as hell)
He ate my heart
(I love that girl)
He ate my heart
(Wanna talk to her, she’s hot as hell)

He licked his lips, said to me
Girl, you look good enough to eat
Put his arms around me
Said, “Boy, now get your paws right off me”

I asked my girlfriend if she’d seen you round before
She mumbled something while we got down on the floor, baby
We might’ve fucked not really sure, don’t quite recall
But something tells me that I’ve seen him, yeah

That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster

He ate my heart
(I love that girl)
He ate my heart
(Wanna talk to her, she’s hot as hell)
He ate my heart
(I love that girl)
He ate my heart
(Wanna talk to her, she’s hot as hell)

He ate my heart, he ate my heart
Instead he’s a monster in my bed
He ate my heart, he ate my heart
Instead he’s a monster in my bed

I wanna just dance but he took me home instead
Uh oh, there was a monster in my bed
We French kissed on a subway train
He tore my clothes right off

He ate my heart then he ate my brain
(I love that girl, wanna talk to her, she’s hot as hell)

He ate my heart
(I love that girl)
He ate my heart
(Wanna talk to her, she’s hot as hell)

That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster

That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(He ate my heart )
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(He ate my heart )
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster

so happy i could die

Eh-eh, eh-eh, yeha, yeha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, aha, aha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, yeha, yeha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, aha, aha

I love that lavender blonde
The way she moves, the way she walks
I touch myself, can’t get enough
And in the silence of the night
Through all the tears and all the lies
I touch myself, and it’s alright

Just give in, don’t give up, baby
Open up your heart and your mind to me
Just know when that glass is empty
That the world is gonna bend, yeah

Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes ’cause we’re having a good time
Eh-eh, eh-eh, so happy I could die
Be your best friend, yeah, I’ll love you forever
Up in the clouds, we’ll be higher than ever
Eh-eh, eh-eh, so happy I could die, and it’s alright

Eh-eh, eh-eh, yeha, yeha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, aha, aha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, yeha, yeha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, aha, aha

I am as vain as I allow
I do my hair, I gloss my eyes
I touch myself all through the night
And when something falls out of place
I take my time, I put it back
I touch myself ’til I’m on track

Just give in, don’t give up, baby
Open up your heart and your mind to me
Just know when that glass is empty
That the world is gonna bend, yeah

Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes ’cause we’re having a good time
Eh-eh, eh-eh, so happy I could die
Be your best friend, yeah, I’ll love you forever
Up in the clouds, we’ll be higher than ever
Eh-eh, eh-eh, so happy I could die and it’s alright

So happy I could die, and it’s alright
So happy I could die, and it’s alright

Eh-eh, eh-eh, yeha, yeha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, aha, aha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, yeha, yeha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, aha, aha

Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes ’cause we’re having a good time
Eh-eh, eh-eh, so happy I could die
Be your best friend, yeah, I’ll love you forever
Up in the clouds, we’ll be higher than ever
Eh-eh, eh-eh, so happy I could die, and it’s alright

Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes ’cause we’re having a good time
Eh-eh, eh-eh, so happy I could die
Be your best friend, yeah, I’ll love you forever
Up in the clouds, we’ll be higher than ever
Eh-eh, eh-eh, so happy I could die, and it’s alright

Sabtu, 19 Juni 2010

airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)


Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partyin’ and smashin’ and crashin’
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you’re staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that’s just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin’ what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I’m late
I’m on my way so don’t close that gate
If I don’t make that then I’ll switch my flight
And I’ll be right back at it by the end of the night

Somebody take me back to the days Before this was a job, before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin’ to get a tip at subway
And back when I was rappin’ for the hell of it
But now a days we rappin’ to stay relevant
I’m guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Then maybe yo maybe I’ll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain’t nobody listened to my mix tape
And back before I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for the decatur, what’s up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this shit
So here I stand and then again I say
I’m hopin’ we can make some wishes outta airplanes?

Kamis, 17 Juni 2010

never say never !

Never say never (never never never)
Pick it up, pick, pick, pick it up
Pick it up, pick, pick, pick it up
Pick it up, pick, pick, pick it up
Pick it up, pick, pick, pick it up

You see I never thought that I could walk through fire
I never thought that I could take a burn
I never had the strength to take it higher
Until I reached the point of no return

And there's just no turnin back
When your heart's under attack
Gonna give everything I have
It's my destiny

I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never (ne-never say never x3)

I never thought that I could feel this power
I never thought that I could feel this free
I'm strong enough to climb the highest tower
And I'm fast enough to run across the sea

Cuz there's just no turnin back
When your heart's under attack
Gonna give everything I have
Cuz this is my destiny

I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never

Here we go
Guess who
J Smith and JB
uh huh
I got you lil' bro
I can handle him
Hold up, I, I can handle him
Now he's bigger than me, taller than me
And he's older than me, and stronger than me
And his arms are little bit longer than me
But it ain't on a JB song with me
I be tryna chill
They be tryna side with the thrill
No pun intended was raised by the power of will
Like Luke with the force if push comes to shove
Like Kobe with the fourth, ice water with blood (Let's go!)
I gotta be the best
And yes we're the flyest
Like David and Goliath
I conquered the giant
So now I got the world in my hand
I was born from two stars
So the moon's where I land

Yeah
I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never

Never say never

I will never say never (never say never)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never (ne-never say never, never say it x3)
And never say never (ne-never say never x3)
And never say never

Selasa, 08 Juni 2010

make a wave

They say the beat of a butterflies wings,
Can set off a storm in the world away
What if that ride in the smallest of things
Can power the strongest hurricane?
What if it all begins inside?
We hold the key that turns the tide

[Chorus:]
Just a pebble in the water (ohh)
Can set the sea in motion (ohh)
A simple act of kindness (ohh)
Can stir the widest ocean
If we show a little love
Heaven knows what we could change (oh yeah)
So throw a pebble in the water (oh yeah)
And make a wave, make a wave
Make a wave, make a wave

The single joys that you take and send
And we touch your hand to someone in need (hold somebody)
Don't pull yourself and say you can't
You never know what can grow from just one seed (yeah)

So come with me and seize the day
This world may never be the same

[Chorus:]
Just a pebble in the water,
(Just a pebble in the water)
Can set the sea in motion,
(Can set the sea in motion)
A simple act of kindness (ohh)
Can stir the widest ocean
(Stir the widest ocean)
If we show a little love,
(If we show a little love)
Heaven knows that we can change,
(Heaven knows that we can change)
So throw a pebble in the water,
(So throw a pebble in the water)
Make a wave, make a wave
(Make a wave, make a wave)
Make a wave, make a wave (Yeah, yeah)
(Make a wave, make a wave)
Make a wave, make a wave
(Show a little love and make a wave, seize me)
Make a wave, make a wave

So let's show a little love
You never know we can change
So throw a pebble in the water
Make a wave, make a wave

crawling

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling

I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Chorus

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Chorus (Repeat until end)

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling (Whispered during chorus)

i just want you to know who i'am

And I’d give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be
And I don’t want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it’s over
I just don’t want to miss you tonight

And I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

Chorus

And I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

Senin, 31 Mei 2010

for you I will

When you're feeling lost in the night
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Count on me, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better
I'll be there to protect you, see you through
I'll be there, and there is nothing, I won't do

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero, your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you, for you I will

I will shield your heart from the rain
I won't let no harm come your way
Oh these arms will be your shelter
No these arms won't let you down
If there is a mountain to move
I will move that mountain for you
I'm here for you, I'm here forever
I will be your fortress, tall and strong
I'll keep you safe, I'll stand beside you, right or wrong

For you I will, lay my life on the line
For you I will fight, hmmm, for you I will die
With every breath, with all my soul
I'll give my word, I'll give it all
Put your faith in me
And I'll do anything

Promise you, for you I will

this is me

I’ve always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I’ve got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I’m gonna let it show
It’s time to let you know
to let you know

This is real
This is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

Do you know what it’s like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you’re the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it’s too far away
I’ve got to believe in myself
It’s the only way

This is real
This is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

You’re the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I’m singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You’re the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

This is real
This is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

You’re the missing piece I need
The song inside of me

This is me

You’re the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I’m singing

Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

Drown in the naked and revenge

this night fall with tears that we’ve drown me in sleep
cause i will fade out as my heart start to bleed...
this question been asked
i cry for the past
with angel in blue
i’ll sing this to you

i leave u with goodbye
i know its hurt for me
all the memories gone
i know i’m nothing for you
but i’ve tried do the best for you

and the story’s ending...

this time has been shared for you’re bitter and sour
when my eyes black out as my knees hit the floor
when thunder and storm try to knock down your door
i’ll be there to guard you so you will not fall

lolipop

I said
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
I said
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down

Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Or love's gonna get you down

I went walking in with my mama one day
When she warn me what people say
Live your life until love is found
'Cause love's gonna get you down
Take a look at the girl next door
She's a player and a down right whore
Jesus slows up, she wants more
Oh bad girls get you down

Singing
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Or love's gonna get you down

Mama told me what I should know
Too much candy gonna ride your soul
If she loves you, let her go
'Cause love only gets you down
Take a look at the boy like me
Never stood on my own two feet
Now I'm blue, as I can be
Oh love couldn't get me down

Singing
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Or love's gonna get you down

I went walking with my mama one day
When she warn me what people say
Live your life until love is found
Or love's gonna get you down

Singing
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love (say love), say love (say love)
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love (say love), say love (say love)
Or love's gonna get you down

Mama told me what I should know
Too much candy gonna ride your soul
If she loves you, let her go
'Cause love only gets you down

Wow, woow, woow, lollipop
Wow, woow, woow, lollipop

Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down

Minggu, 30 Mei 2010

just my fuck story

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gue enek sama gaya sok YESS lu ! emng gue akuin elu yes tapi biasa aja dude ! banyak yg lebih yess drpda elu !

i dont know whether to laugh or cry (?) -,-

menurut elu mendingan gue ngapain ? sumpah gue jadi geje gini gara" elu . busuk banget lu !
mana elunya kgak ngrasa bersalah lagi . aduhh hati lu tuh di kasi lapisan apaan sih ? kgak peka bgt . di sindir kgak ngrasa . di katain kgak ngrasa . tapi klo di marain sama YOUR NEW ** aja langsung sensi bgt . idihhh najonk !
ahh udalah gue pusing . perut mual gara" mikirin lu .
mau offline tidur mimpiin justin bieber . lmfao ;D see ya

Harder Than You Know

You said this could only get better.
There's no rush, 'cause we have each other.
You said this would last forever,
But now i doubt if i was your only lover.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same.
'Cause i'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know.
'Cause girl your driving me so crazy

How can i miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time i guess I'll go away.
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain!
So where's the fire?
You've begun the rain.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'cause i'm not over you!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)

And if you don't want me then
i guess i'll hav'ta go!
Not loving you is harder then you know.

YEAH!

So I'll make the call,
and I'll leave you today
I'm gona miss you 'cause i love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today

Leaving always drives me crazy!
Leaving always drives me crazy!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,

YEAH!

Baby, don't talk to me
i'm trying to let go (I'm tring to let go)
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)

and if you don't want me then
i guess i'll havt'a go! (I guess I'll hav'ta go)
not loving you is harder then you know
(girl your driving me so crazy)

Baby, don't talk to me
i'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder, then you know,
girl your driving me so crazy.

Kamis, 27 Mei 2010

hello

hello ..
can u see me outside ur door?
i'm waiting just for u ..
hey oh ..
why don't u just open the door?
i miss u so ,it's true ..
i know .. i know i was wrong ..
but forgive me pleassee ..
~reff :
heyy .. i try to be nice but u never care i guess ..
hei .. don't u realize?
can't u feel it ,beib?
that i love yaa so ..

hello ..
i've knock knock ur door ..
over again ..
i know .. i know i was wrong ..
but forgive me pleassee ..

#why can't we be together ?
like we were yesterday ..
why can't we loving each other?
like we were yesterday ..

just song lyric by :: putri permata (:

darkness of night

this is one from a few songs that i made ;)

in the silence of night

i sing a beautiful song for you
i wish you were here with me
in the darkness of night


*because all was over between us

no more you now on my side
you leave our memories
in the darkness of night

i'm just a little girl who stood on the balcony

who had made a stupid mistakes
losing you as the same as losing half of my heart
and i'm sure i couldn't live in this world without you

She's out of my life

She's out of my life
She's out of my life
And I don't know whether to laugh or cry
I don't know whether to live or die
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life

It's out of my hands
It's out of my hands
To think for two years she was here
And I took her for granted, I was so cavalier
Now the way that it stands
She's out of my hands

And so I've learned that love it's not possession
And I've learned that love don't wait
Now I've learned that love needs expression
But I learned too late

And she's... out of my life
She's out of my life
Damned indecision and cursed pride
I kept my love for her locked, deep inside
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my... life.

ost. titanic

  1. "Never an Absolution" – 3:03
  2. "Distant Memories" – 2:23
  3. "Southampton" – 4:01
  4. "Rose" – 2:52
  5. "Leaving Port" – 3:26
  6. "Take Her to Sea, Mr. Murdoch" – 4:31
  7. "Hard to Starboard" – 6:52
  8. "Unable to Stay, Unwilling to Leave" – 3:56
  9. "The Sinking" – 5:05
  10. "Death of Titanic" – 8:26
  11. "A Promise Kept" – 6:02
  12. "A Life So Changed" – 2:13
  13. "An Ocean of Memories" – 7:57
  14. "My Heart Will Go On (Love Theme from Titanic)" Céline Dion – 5:11
  15. "Hymn to the Sea" – 6:25

Unable to Stay,Unwilling to Leave

When You Have Left
All You Have
You Cannot Stay
You Cannot leave

Unable to Stay
Unwilling to Leave

When Hope Is Gone
All Is Crushed
You Cannot Leave
You Cannot Stay

Unable to Stay
Unwilling to Leave

distant memory

Oh distant memory, where have you been and gone
As I turn back to see, you're still not there with me
I know you'll never come and I will live with that
But if you one day come, I'll no longer be the one

Wait in line this fight is mine
Trust my words it's not your time
Feel my rage to go run and hide
Hate yourself you have no pride

I said some time ago I'd be the first to leave
And when it all went wrong I had myself to blame

I can't take it when I need to take it
I an wanting everything I'm so alone
To wait for you is all that I can do
I need to be with you or die alone

What's alive and what is not
To be real comes down to how you feel

Now I paid for my mistakes again and again, too long to understand
But when that's said and done, I have myself to blame

Cos I can't see it when I want to see it
I am needing everything I'm so afraid
To seek the truth is all that I will do
To think you would stay and feel at home

Wait for me, just stop the time
Left to prove you have no pride

I can't watch all this, I hate to know the truth
So tell me finally what do you want?
To dream of you is all that I can do
Something you'd never do in all your time

I can't take it when I need to take it
I am searching everywhere, I'm so alone
To wait for you is all that I can do
I need to be with you or die alone

my all

I'm thinking of you
in my sleepless solitude tonight
if it's wrong to love you
then my heart won't let me be right
cause I'm drowned in you
and I won't pull trough
without you by my side

I'd give my all to have
just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to have
your body next to mine
cause I can't let go on
living in the memory of your song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me
imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
vividly emblazoned in my mind
and yet you're so far
like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight

I'd give my all to have
just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to have
your body next to mine
cause I can't let go on
living in the memory of your song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

I'd give my all to have
just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to have
your body next to mine
cause I can't let go on
living in the memory of your song

I'd give my all for your love tonight
give my all for your love
tonight...

Jumat, 21 Mei 2010

insomnia

I never thought that I’d fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you’d had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn’t expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you’ll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No i can’t live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you’re next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I’d never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I’d never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I’m sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn’t expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you’ll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No i can’t live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you’re next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can’t go to sleep
Cause it feels like I’ve fallen for you
It’s getting way too deep
And i know that it’s love because

I can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No i can’t live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you’re next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Kamis, 20 Mei 2010

belle of the boulevard

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you from sinking
It’s a long way down
It’s a long way

Back like you never broke
You tell a dirty joke
He touches your leg and thinks he’s getting close
For now you let him just this once
Just for now
And just like that it’s over
Don’t turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don’t be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard for the belle of the boulevard

In all your silver rings
And all your silken things
That song you softly sing is keeping you from breaking
It’s a long way down
It’s a long way
Back here you never loved
You’ve shaked the shivers off
You take a drink to get your courage up
Can you believe it
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It’s over

Please hold on it’s alright
Please hold on it’s alright
Please hold on

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you

vindicated

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine ahead has caught my eye
And roped me in so mesmerizing
It's so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so
Isolated so
Motivated I am
Certain now that I am

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

So tired of the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment for forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim
Against the current

So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

My hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption

Senin, 17 Mei 2010

curcol

akhhh bete banget gue . hape gue rusakkk ;( gue jadi gak bisa ngapa-ngapainn .
hufttt padahal di hape gue banyak banget memories about him . huhuuuu :'(
gara-gara hape gue rusak gue juga jadi jarang nulis blog . huftt bete banget dah .
kapan gue di beliin hape sama ortu gue ? nunggu gue b'day kali yak ? gilaa >,<

oyaa guys . aku sedih bgt gara" dapet nem yg jelek . huftt sory mom i cant make you proud :((
and alhasil gue bingung mau masuk sma mana . tapi nyokap gue milihin gue sma tirto . hmmmm lumayan bagus sih sbi gitu skolahnya .
tapii yg bikin gue degdegan, masuk sna pake tes . huft lumayan sih . smoga aja gue berhasill :)
huhuuu degdegan nihh nunggu bsk sabtu ;)
hmhmmm segitu dulu yaa curcol guee . kapan" gue curcol lagi dah di blog ini . see ya guys #kisshugpoke

someone

Have you ever heard the story of my life?
Have you ever known these feelings are for you?
Oh can’t you see? Oh can’t you feel?
When two hearts are one LOVE becomes real.
I’ll be your summer when it rains.
I’ll be the blood inside your veins.
Always beside you. Always to guide you.
Cuz you’ll never find someone like me.
Have you ever felt a LOVE like this before?
Have you ever found the meaning of it all?
I know you can see. I know you can feel.
(baby let me love you love you love you whoa…)
So let’s make this last FOREVER and TRUE.
I’ll be your summer when it rains.
I’ll be the blood inside your veins.
Always beside you. Always to guide you.
Cuz you’ll never find someone like me.
You’ll be the stars that shines so high.
You’ll be the light up in my sky.
Forever I’ll hold you. Forever I’ll need you.
Cuz I’ll never find someone like you.
Darling please. I know you care so much for me.
I see straight through your eyes.
Know that I want this LOVE too.
I’ll be your summer when it rains.
I’ll be the blood inside your veins.
Always to guide you. Always beside you.
Cuz you’ll never find someone like me.

Sabtu, 15 Mei 2010

you're still the one

When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after
all this time, you’re still the one I love.
Looks like we made it
Look how far we’ve come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we’d get there someday

They said, “I bet they’ll never make it”
But just look at us holding on
We’re still together still going strong

you’re still the one
You’re still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You’re still the one I want for life
You’re still the one
You’re still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You’re still the one I kiss good night

Ain’t nothin’ better
We beat the odds together
I’m glad we didn’t listen
Look at what we would be missin’

They said, “I bet they’ll never make it”
But just look at us holding on
We’re still together still going strong

You’re still the one
You’re still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You’re still the one I want for life
You’re still the one
You’re still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You’re still the one I kiss good night

You’re still the one
You’re still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You’re still the one I want for life
You’re still the one
You’re still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You’re still the one I kiss good night

Rabu, 28 April 2010

everytime

Intro: C G C Am

C G C Am
Notice me, take my hand

C G C
Why are we stranger

Am Em C
When our love is strong

E C
Why carry on without me

C G Am Em
Everytime I try to fly, I fall without my wings

F G
I fell so small, I guess I need you, baby

C G Am
And everytime I see you in my dreams

Em F
I see your face, it’s haunting me

G C
I guess I need you, baby



Interlude: C G C Am

C G C Am
I make believe that you are here

D G
It’s the only way I see clear


Em C
What have I done

Em C
You seemed to move uneasy



Back to: Chorus

Am F Dm
I may have made it rain

Em
Please forgive me

Am F Dm
My weakness caused you pain

Em E
And this song’s my story



Interlude: C G C Am (2x)

Em C
At night I pray

Em C
That soon your face will fade away



Back to: Chorus



Coda: D G Am Em F G C

Selasa, 27 April 2010

super human

Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How’d I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat, On my knees

But that’s the moment u came to me
I don’t know what your love has done to me
Think I’m invincible
I see though the me I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don’t know what your doing to me with your love
I’m feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human

Strong
Since I’ve been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I’ve had it all along
And I can see tomorrow

Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It’s unbelievable to see how love can set me free

You changed my whole life
Don’t know what your doing to me with your love
I’m feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human

It’s not a bird, not a plane
It’s my heart and it’s going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I can feel like I can do anything
Going going, I’m gone away in love

You changed my whole life
Don’t know what your doing to me with your love
I’m feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human

Super human

Minggu, 18 April 2010

apology

Sweat drips in my eyes
Screams of lust we cry
Tonight, you are, everything
You're everything...
You're everything to me

No more as I wake
From this perfect dream...
I'll escape from Eden's walls
Can I not stay and live this lie?
For I must think only of myself

And to think that you will not be scared
Or surprised I severed all these ties
This is the end

I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
Help me get over you

I feel so numb to see this bitter end...
(It has come to this...) End of beautiful illusions
(Broken pieces) Will not mend
(...One last kiss) To save our past now

I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
Help me get over you
One last false apology
Help me get over you

Now we must let go...

Urgency overwhelms me as I must restrain my flood of tears

I refuse to be slave to your false beauty again

I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
Help me get over you
One last false apology
Help me get over you

In my mind blood drips from your eyes
A beautiful last goodbye

Kamis, 15 April 2010

one time

Me plus you, I’ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I’ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I’ma tell you one time
One time, one time

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach won’t stop stop
And even though it’s a struggle love is all we got
And we gon’ keep keep climbing to the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you’re my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I’ma be your one guy
You’ll be my number 1 girl
Always making time for you
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

You look so deep, you know that it humbles me
You’re by my side, them troubles them not trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawty I’ll give it to you

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you’re my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I’ma be your one guy
You’ll be my number 1 girl
Always making time for you
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

Shawty right there
She’s got everything I need
And I’ma tell her one time
Give you everything you need down to my last dime

She makes me happy
I know where I’ll be
Right by your side
‘Cause she is the one

And girl you’re my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I’ma be your one guy
You’ll be my number 1 girl
Always making time for you
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I’ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

Me plus you, I’ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I’ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I’ma tell you one time
One time, one time

Rabu, 14 April 2010

airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)


Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you're staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin' what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I'm late
I'm on my way so don't close that gate
If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night


Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)


Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job, before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin' to get into the subway
And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it
But now a days we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Then maybe yo maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tape
And back before I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for the Cada, what's up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this sh-t
So here I stand and then again I say
I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes


Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Minggu, 11 April 2010

Hachikō story

Hachikō (ハチ公 ?) (10 November 1923-8 Maret 1935) adalah seekor anjing jantan jenis Akita Inu kelahiran Ōdate, Prefektur Akita. Ia terus dikenang sebagai lambang kesetiaan anjing terhadap majikan. Setelah majikannya meninggal, Hachikō terus menunggu majikannya yang tidak kunjung pulang di Stasiun Shibuya, Tokyo.

Julukan baginya adalah Hachikō Anjing yang Setia (忠犬ハチ公 Chūken Hachikō?). Patung Hachikō di depan Stasiun Shibuya telah menjadi salah satu marka tanah di Shibuya. Sewaktu membuat janji untuk bertemu di Shibuya, orang sering berjanji untuk bertemu di depan patung Hachikō.

[sunting] Kisah hidup

Patung Hachikō di depan Stasiun Shibuya

Lahir 10 November 1923 dari induk bernama Goma-go dan anjing jantan bernama Ōshinai-go, namanya sewaktu kecil adalah Hachi. Pemiliknya adalah keluarga Giichi Saitō dari kota Ōdate, Prefektur Akita. Lewat seorang perantara, Hachi dipungut oleh keluarga Ueno yang ingin memelihara anjing jenis Akita Inu. Ia dimasukkan ke dalam anyaman jerami tempat beras sebelum diangkut dengan kereta api yang berangkat dari Stasiun Ōdate, 14 Januari 1924. Setelah menempuh perjalanan sekitar 20 jam, Hachi sampai di Stasiun Ueno, Tokyo.

Hachi menjadi anjing peliharaan Profesor Hidesaburō Ueno yang mengajar ilmu pertanian di Universitas Kekaisaran Tokyo. Profesor Ueno waktu itu berusia 53 tahun, sedangkan istrinya, Yae berusia 39 tahun. Profesor Ueno adalah pecinta anjing. Sebelum memelihara Hachi, Profesor Ueno pernah beberapa kali memelihara anjing Akita Inu, namun semuanya tidak berumur panjang. Di rumah keluarga Ueno yang berdekatan dengan Stasiun Shibuya, Hachi dipelihara bersama dua ekor anjing lain, S dan John. Sekarang, lokasi bekas rumah keluarga Ueno diperkirakan di dekat gedung Tokyo Department Store sekarang.

Ketika Profesor Ueno berangkat bekerja, Hachi selalu mengantar kepergian majikannya di pintu rumah atau dari depan pintu gerbang. Di pagi hari, bersama S dan John, Hachi kadang-kadang mengantar majikannya hingga ke Stasiun Shibuya. Di petang hari, Hachi kembali datang ke stasiun untuk menjemput.

Pada 21 Mei 1925, seusai mengikuti rapat di kampus, Profesor Ueno mendadak meninggal dunia. Hachi terus menunggui majikannya yang tak kunjung pulang, dan tidak mau makan selama 3 hari. Menjelang hari pemakaman Profesor Ueno, upacara tsuya (jaga malam untuk orang meninggal) dilangsungkan pada malam hari 25 Mei 1925. Hachi masih tidak mengerti Profesor Ueno sudah meninggal. Ditemani John dan S, ia pergi juga ke stasiun untuk menjemput majikannya.

Nasib malang ikut menimpa Hachi karena Yae harus meninggalkan rumah almarhum Profesor Ueno. Yae ternyata tidak pernah dinikahi secara resmi. Hachi dan John dititipkan kepada salah seorang kerabat Yae yang memiliki toko kimono di kawasan Nihonbashi. Namun cara Hachi meloncat-loncat menyambut kedatangan pembeli ternyata tidak disukai. Ia kembali dititipkan di rumah seorang kerabat Yae di Asakusa. Kali ini, kehadiran Hachi menimbulkan pertengkaran antara pemiliknya dan tetangga di Asakusa. Akibatnya, Hachi dititipkan ke rumah putri angkat Profesor Ueno di Setayaga. Namun Hachi suka bermain di ladang dan merusak tanaman sayur-sayuran.

Pada musim gugur 1927, Hachi dititipkan di rumah Kikusaburo Kobayashi yang menjadi tukang kebun bagi keluarga Ueno. Rumah keluarga Kobayashi terletak di kawasan Tomigaya yang berdekatan dengan Stasiun Shibuya. Setiap harinya, sekitar jam-jam kepulangan Profesor Ueno, Hachi terlihat menunggu kepulangan majikan di Stasiun Shibuya.

Pada tahun 1932, kisah Hachi menunggu majikan di stasiun mengundang perhatian Hirokichi Saitō dari Asosiasi Pelestarian Anjing Jepang. Prihatin atas perlakuan kasar yang sering dialami Hachi di stasiun, Saitō menulis kisah sedih tentang Hachi. Artikel tersebut dikirimkannya ke harian Tokyo Asahi Shimbun, dan dimuat dengan judul Itoshiya rōken monogatari ("Kisah Anjing Tua yang Tercinta"). Publik Jepang akhirnya mengetahui tentang kesetiaan Hachi yang terus menunggu kepulangan majikan. Setelah Hachi menjadi terkenal, pegawai stasiun, pedagang, dan orang-orang di sekitar Stasiun Shibuya mulai menyayanginya. Sejak itu pula, akhiran (sayang) ditambahkan di belakang nama Hachi, dan orang memanggilnya Hachikō.

Sekitar tahun 1933, kenalan Saitō, seorang pematung bernama Teru Andō tersentuh dengan kisah Hachikō. Andō ingin membuat patung Hachikō. Setiap hari, Hachikō dibawa berkunjung ke studio milik Andō untuk berpose sebagai model. Andō berusaha mendahului laki-laki berumur yang mengaku sebagai orang yang dititipi Hachikō. Orang tersebut menjual kartu pos bergambar Hachikō untuk keuntungan pribadi. Pada bulan Januari 1934, Andō selesai menulis proposal untuk mendirikan patung Hachikō, dan proyek pengumpulan dana dimulai. Acara pengumpulan dana diadakan di Gedung Pemuda Jepang (Nihon Seinenkan), 10 Maret 1934. Sekitar tiga ribu penonton hadir untuk melihat Hachikō.

Patung perunggu Hachikō akhirnya selesai dan diletakkan di depan Stasiun Shibuya. Upacara peresmian diadakan pada bulan April 1934, dan disaksikan sendiri oleh Hachikō bersama sekitar 300 hadirin. Andō juga membuat patung lain Hachikō yang sedang bertiarap. Setelah selesai pada 10 Mei 1934, patung tersebut dihadiahkannya kepada Kaisar Hirohito dan Permaisuri Kōjun.

Selepas pukul 06.00 pagi, tanggal 8 Maret 1935, Hachikō, 13 tahun, ditemukan sudah tidak bernyawa di jalan dekat Jembatan Inari, Sungai Shibuya. Tempat tersebut berada di sisi lain Stasiun Shibuya. Hachikō biasanya tidak pernah pergi ke sana. Berdasarkan otopsi diketahui penyebab kematiannya adalah filariasis.

Opset tubuh Hachikō di Museum Nasional Ilmu Pengetahuan, Tokyo

Upacara perpisahan dengan Hachikō dihadiri orang banyak di Stasiun Shibuya, termasuk janda almarhum Profesor Ueno, pasangan suami istri tukang kebun Kobayashi, dan penduduk setempat. Biksu dari Myōyū-ji diundang untuk membacakan sutra. Upacara pemakaman Hachikō berlangsung seperti layaknya upacara pemakaman manusia. Hachikō dimakamkan di samping makam Profesor Ueno di Pemakaman Aoyama. Bagian luar tubuh Hachikō diopset, dan hingga kini dipamerkan di Museum Nasional Ilmu Pengetahuan, Ueno, Tokyo.

Patung Hachikō di depan Stasiun Ōdate

Pada 8 Juli 1935, patung Hachikō didirikan di kota kelahiran Hachikō di Ōdate. tepatnya di depan Stasiun Ōdate. Patung tersebut dibuat serupa dengan patung Hachikō di Shibuya. Dua tahun berikutnya (1937), kisah Hachikō dimasukkan ke dalam buku pendidikan moral untuk murid kelas 2 sekolah rakyat di Jepang. Judulnya adalah On o wasureruna (Balas Budi Jangan Dilupakan).

Pada tahun 1944, di tengah berkecamuknya Perang Dunia II, patung perunggu Hachikō ikut dilebur untuk keperluan perang. Patung pengganti yang sekarang berada di Shibuya adalah patung yang selesai dibuat bulan Agustus 1948. Patung tersebut merupakan karya pematung Takeshi Andō, anak laki-laki Teru Andō.

Pintu keluar Stasiun JR Shibuya yang berdekatan dengan patung Hachikō disebut Pintu Keluar Hachikō. Sewaktu didirikan kembali tahun 1948, patung Hachikō diletakkan di bagian tengah halaman stasiun menghadap ke utara. Namun setelah dilakukan proyek perluasan halaman stasiun pada bulan Mei 1989, patung Hachikō dipindah ke tempatnya yang sekarang dan menghadap ke timur.

Film Hachikō Monogatari karya sutradara Seijirō Kōyama mulai diputar di Jepang, Oktober 1987. Pada bulan berikutnya diresmikan patung Hachikō di kota kelahirannya, Ōdate. Monumen peringatan ulang tahun Hachikō ke-80 didirikan 12 Oktober 2003 di lokasi rumah kelahiran Hachikō di Ōdate. Sebuah drama spesial tentang Hachikō ditayangkan jaringan televisi Nippon Television pada tahun 2006. Drama sepanjang dua jam tersebut diberi judul Densetsu no Akitaken Hachi (Legenda Hachi si Anjing Akita). Pada tahun 2009 film Hachiko: A Dog's Story[1] karya sutradara Lasse Hallström mulai diputar dan dibintangi oleh Richard Gere dan Joan Allen.


Hachikō
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Spesies Anjing
Ras Akita Inu
Jenis kelamin Jantan
Lahir 10 November 1923
Dekat kota Ōdate, Prefektur Akita
Mati 8 Maret 1935 (umur 12 tahun)
Shibuya, Tokyo
Makam Museum Sains Nasional Jepang di Ueno, Tokyo.
Pemilik Hidesaburō Ueno
Warna Putih

kasian banget deh denger ceritanya. apalagi liat filmnya. bikin nangis :'(