my fuckin day !

30june is my fckn day a.k.a my brthday ;) but i dnt want it ! this is my FUCKIN DAMN day !
i hate my bornday ! i mean when he was leave me i hate my bornday bcs mmmmmmm youre not should know abt this :p this is my secret !
hmmhmmmm apa yaa aku bingung mau ngomong . ahhhh pokoknya makasii buat sahabat"kuu yg uda ngasi big suprise buat aku . ohyeahh my family tooo . n ALLAH SWT ofcurse !
emmm makasii juga buat tmn" yg udah ngucapin aku maav ada yg gak aku bls . hehehee :p emmmm yaa pokoknya makasii bgtlah !
you still the only one the greatest gift in my life ! imma spesial gift from ALLAH !
but now your gone ! yeahhh thats soooo sick ! but olret gue ikhlas kok udahan . thats just my fuckin beautiful last memories .
yaudahlahh aku cuma mau crita ini aja . mav blm smepet upload foto"ku . ntr klo smpet aku uploadin biar pada bisa liat ;)
thnks a lot guys ! i love you all ! kisshuggy :*

my life my love my stories

tadi pagi gue udaa resmi jadi alumni smp muhammadiyah 3 yk 2007/2010 (klo ga salah tuh taunnya)
uhhhhh tadi gue hbs wisudaaa nih . nyihihii nahan nagiss . takut pisaahhhh takut di lupaainnnn samaaa kaliannn guys :'(
a lot of memories in mugha jhs that i cnt forget . guys you taught me how to love someone, how to be a good friend, how to be a good girl, how to be a stonger girl, how to be a prfct prsn in your eyes (yeahh although im not soo perfct :p) and much more that you taught me guys :'). im soo pround to have best friends like you guys :)
sorry guys if i ever make you hurt or whatever is it . mmmmmm i dnt know what else should i write to ya guys ;)
yeahhhhhh i jst wanna say thnks a lot guysss :*
tnks for my best friends : farera . pipip . lala . joseph . rika . nisa . nddul . keke . rara . ance . hasna . naila, ets (I'm sorry that I hevn't mentioned your name)
my exbf : i dont wanna wrote his name, but i'm sure that you know who :p
and my teacher toooo :* i love SMP MUHAMMADIYA 3 YK !!!!!!
I couldn't write my feelings but I just can say "I love you guys"

broken vow

Tell me her name
I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own

I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time

I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why

I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

I close my eyes
And dream of you and I

And then I realize
There's more to life than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes

I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end

I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

alejandro

I know that we are young and I know you may love me
But I just can’t be with you like this anymore, Alejandro

She’s got both hands in her pockets
And she won’t look at you, won’t look at you
She hides true love, en su bolsillo
She’s got a halo around her finger around you

You know that I love you, boy
Hot like Mexico, rejoice
At this point I gotta choose
Nothing to lose

Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Alejandro
I’m not your babe, I’m not your babe, Fernando
Don’t wanna kiss, don’t wanna touch
Just smoke one cigarette and hush
Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Roberto

Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro
Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro

Stop please, just let me go
Alejandro, just let me go

She’s not broken, she’s just a baby
But her boyfriend’s like a dad, just like a dad
And all those flames that burned before him
Now he’s gonna firefight, got cool the bad

You know that I love you, boy
Hot like Mexico, rejoice
At this point I gotta choose
Nothing to lose

Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Alejandro
I’m not your babe, I’m not your babe, Fernando
Don’t wanna kiss, don’t wanna touch
Just smoke one cigarette and hush
Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Roberto

Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro
Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro

Don’t bother me, don’t bother me, Alejandro
Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, bye Fernando
I’m not your babe, I’m not your babe, Alejandro
Don’t wanna kiss, don’t wanna touch, Fernando

Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Alejandro
I’m not your babe, I’m not your babe, Fernando
Don’t wanna kiss, don’t wanna touch
Just smoke one cigarette and hush
Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Roberto

Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro
Alejandro, Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro

Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Alejandro
(Alejandro, Alejandro)
nI’m not your babe, I’m not your babe, Fernado
(Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro)
Don’t wanna kiss, don’t wanna touch
(Alejandro, Alejandro)
Just smoke one cigarette and hush
Don’t call my name, don’t call my name, Roberto
(Ale-Alejandro, Ale-Alejandro)
Alejandro

teeth

Don’t be scared, I’ve done this before
Show me your teeth
Show me your teeth
Show me your teeth

Don’t want no money
(Want your money)
That shit’s ugly
Just want your sex
(Want your sex)

Take a bite of my bad girl meat
(Bad girl meat)
Take a bite of me
(Show me your teeth)
Let me see, you’re mean

Got no direction
(No direction)
I need direction
Just got my vamp
(Got my vamp)

Take a bite of my bad girl meat
(Bad girl meat)
Take a bit of me, boy
(Show me your teeth)
The truth is sexy

Tell me something that’ll save me
I need a man who makes me alright
(Man who makes me alright)
(Just tell me that it’s alright)
Tell me something that’ll change me
I’m gonna love you with my hands tied

Show me your teeth
Just tell me when
(Show me your teeth)
Open your mouth, boy
(Show me your teeth)
Show me what ya got
(Show me your teeth, teeth, teeth, teeth)

Got no salvation
(No salvation)
Got no salvation
Got nor religion
(No religion)
My religion is you

Take a bite of my bad girl meat
(Bad girl meat)
Take a bit of me, boy
(Show me your teeth)
I’m a tough bitch

Got my addictions
(My addictions)
And I love to fix ‘em
(And I love to fix ‘em)
No one’s perfect

Take a bite of my bad girl meat
(Bad girl meat)
Take a bit of me, boy
(Show me your teeth)
I just need a little guidance

Tell me something that’ll save me
I need a man who makes me alright
(Man who makes me alright)
(Just tell me that it’s alright)
Tell me something that’ll change me
I’m gonna love you with my hands tied

Show me your teeth
Just tell me when
(Show me your teeth)
Open your mouth boy
(Show me your teeth)
Show me what ya got
(Show me your teeth, teeth, teeth, teeth, teeth)

Show me your teeth
My religion is you
My religion is you

Help, need a man now show me your fangs
Help, need a man now show me your fangs
(My religion is you)
Help, need a man now show me your fangs
Help, need a man now show me your fangs

Help, need a man now show me your fangs
(My religion is you)
Help, need a man now show me your fangs
Help, need a man now show me your fangs
Help, need a man now show me your fangs

Tell me something that’ll save me
I need a man who makes me alright
(Man who makes me alright)
(Just tell me that it’s alright)
Tell me something that’ll change me
I’m gonna love you with my hands tied

Show me your teeth
Just tell me when
(Show me your teeth)
Open your mouth, boy
(Show me your teeth)
Show me what ya got
(Show me your teeth, teeth, teeth, teeth)

Show me your teeth
It’s not how big, it’s how mean
It’s not how big, it’s how mean

Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
(Open your mouth, boy)

Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
(My religion is you)

Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
(I just need a little guidance)
Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth)
Show me your teeth
(Show me your teeth, teeth, teeth, teeth)

so speechless

I can’t believe what you said to me
Last night we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby, you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again, oh boy, you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless
And I’ll never love again, oh boy, you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart, seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He’s gonna get you and after he’s through
There’s gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love, so baby
Raise a glass to mend all the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again, oh boy, you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless
And I’ll never love again, oh friend, you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

How? How? How?
How? How? How?

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to
Would you give it all up? Could I give it all up for you?
And after all the boys and the girls that we’ve been through
Would you give it all up? Could you give it all up if I promise boy to you?

That I’ll never talk again and I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song, won’t even sing along
I’ll never love again, so speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless
Some men may follow me
But you choose any girl but me
Why you so speechless? Oh, oh

dance in the dark

Silicone, saline, poison, inject me, baby
I’m a free bitch
I’m a free bitch

Some girls won’t dance to the beat of the track
She won’t walk away, but she won’t look back
She looks good, but her boyfriend says she’s a mess
She’s a mess, she’s a mess, now the girl is stressed
She’s a mess, she’s a mess, she’s a mess, she’s a mess

Baby loves to dance in the dark
‘Cause when he’s lookin’ she falls apart
Baby loves to dance in the dark

Baby loves to dance in the dark
‘Cause when he’s lookin’ she falls apart
Baby loves to dance, loves to dance in the dark

Run, run her kiss is a vampire grin
The moon lights away while she’s howlin’ at him
She looks good, but her boyfriend says she’s a tramp
She’s a tramp, she’s a vamp, but she still does her dance
She’s a tramp, she’s a vamp, but she still kills the dance

Baby loves to dance in the dark
‘Cause when he’s lookin’ she falls apart
Baby loves to dance in the dark

Baby loves to dance in the dark
‘Cause when he’s lookin’ she falls apart
Baby loves to dance, loves to dance in the dark
In the dark, she loves to dance in the dark
In the dark, she loves, she loves to dance in the dark

Marilyn, Judy, Sylvia, tell ‘em how you feel, girls
Work your blond, Benet Ramsey will haunt like Liberace
Find your freedom in the music
Find your Jesus, find your Kubrick

You will never fall apart
Diana you’re still in our hearts
Never let you fall apart
Together we’ll dance in the dark

Baby loves to dance in the dark
‘Cause when he’s lookin’ she falls apart
Baby loves to dance in the dark, baby

Baby loves to dance in the dark
‘Cause when he’s lookin’ she falls apart
Baby loves to dance, loves to dance in the dark

monster

Don’t call me Gaga
I’ve never seen one like that before
Don’t look at me like that
You amaze me

He ate my heart, he a-a-ate my heart
(You little monster)
He ate my heart, he a-a-ate my heart out
(You amaze me)
He ate my heart, he a-a-ate my heart
He ate my heart, he a-a-ate my heart

Look at him, look at me,
That boy is bad, and honestly
He’s a wolf in disguise
But I can’t stop staring in those evil eyes

I asked my girlfriend if she’d seen you ’round before
She mumbled something while we got down on the floor, baby
We might’ve fucked not really sure, don’t quite recall
But something tells me that I’ve seen him, yeah, before

That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster

He ate my heart
(I love that girl)
He ate my heart
(Wanna talk to her, she’s hot as hell)
He ate my heart
(I love that girl)
He ate my heart
(Wanna talk to her, she’s hot as hell)

He licked his lips, said to me
Girl, you look good enough to eat
Put his arms around me
Said, “Boy, now get your paws right off me”

I asked my girlfriend if she’d seen you round before
She mumbled something while we got down on the floor, baby
We might’ve fucked not really sure, don’t quite recall
But something tells me that I’ve seen him, yeah

That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster

He ate my heart
(I love that girl)
He ate my heart
(Wanna talk to her, she’s hot as hell)
He ate my heart
(I love that girl)
He ate my heart
(Wanna talk to her, she’s hot as hell)

He ate my heart, he ate my heart
Instead he’s a monster in my bed
He ate my heart, he ate my heart
Instead he’s a monster in my bed

I wanna just dance but he took me home instead
Uh oh, there was a monster in my bed
We French kissed on a subway train
He tore my clothes right off

He ate my heart then he ate my brain
(I love that girl, wanna talk to her, she’s hot as hell)

He ate my heart
(I love that girl)
He ate my heart
(Wanna talk to her, she’s hot as hell)

That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster

That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(He ate my heart )
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(He ate my heart )
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster

so happy i could die

Eh-eh, eh-eh, yeha, yeha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, aha, aha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, yeha, yeha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, aha, aha

I love that lavender blonde
The way she moves, the way she walks
I touch myself, can’t get enough
And in the silence of the night
Through all the tears and all the lies
I touch myself, and it’s alright

Just give in, don’t give up, baby
Open up your heart and your mind to me
Just know when that glass is empty
That the world is gonna bend, yeah

Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes ’cause we’re having a good time
Eh-eh, eh-eh, so happy I could die
Be your best friend, yeah, I’ll love you forever
Up in the clouds, we’ll be higher than ever
Eh-eh, eh-eh, so happy I could die, and it’s alright

Eh-eh, eh-eh, yeha, yeha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, aha, aha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, yeha, yeha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, aha, aha

I am as vain as I allow
I do my hair, I gloss my eyes
I touch myself all through the night
And when something falls out of place
I take my time, I put it back
I touch myself ’til I’m on track

Just give in, don’t give up, baby
Open up your heart and your mind to me
Just know when that glass is empty
That the world is gonna bend, yeah

Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes ’cause we’re having a good time
Eh-eh, eh-eh, so happy I could die
Be your best friend, yeah, I’ll love you forever
Up in the clouds, we’ll be higher than ever
Eh-eh, eh-eh, so happy I could die and it’s alright

So happy I could die, and it’s alright
So happy I could die, and it’s alright

Eh-eh, eh-eh, yeha, yeha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, aha, aha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, yeha, yeha
Eh-eh, eh-eh, aha, aha

Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes ’cause we’re having a good time
Eh-eh, eh-eh, so happy I could die
Be your best friend, yeah, I’ll love you forever
Up in the clouds, we’ll be higher than ever
Eh-eh, eh-eh, so happy I could die, and it’s alright

Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes ’cause we’re having a good time
Eh-eh, eh-eh, so happy I could die
Be your best friend, yeah, I’ll love you forever
Up in the clouds, we’ll be higher than ever
Eh-eh, eh-eh, so happy I could die, and it’s alright

airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)

Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partyin’ and smashin’ and crashin’
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you’re staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that’s just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin’ what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I’m late
I’m on my way so don’t close that gate
If I don’t make that then I’ll switch my flight
And I’ll be right back at it by the end of the night

Somebody take me back to the days Before this was a job, before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin’ to get a tip at subway
And back when I was rappin’ for the hell of it
But now a days we rappin’ to stay relevant
I’m guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Then maybe yo maybe I’ll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain’t nobody listened to my mix tape
And back before I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for the decatur, what’s up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this shit
So here I stand and then again I say
I’m hopin’ we can make some wishes outta airplanes?

never say never !

Never say never (never never never)
Pick it up, pick, pick, pick it up
Pick it up, pick, pick, pick it up
Pick it up, pick, pick, pick it up
Pick it up, pick, pick, pick it up

You see I never thought that I could walk through fire
I never thought that I could take a burn
I never had the strength to take it higher
Until I reached the point of no return

And there's just no turnin back
When your heart's under attack
Gonna give everything I have
It's my destiny

I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never (ne-never say never x3)

I never thought that I could feel this power
I never thought that I could feel this free
I'm strong enough to climb the highest tower
And I'm fast enough to run across the sea

Cuz there's just no turnin back
When your heart's under attack
Gonna give everything I have
Cuz this is my destiny

I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never

Here we go
Guess who
J Smith and JB
uh huh
I got you lil' bro
I can handle him
Hold up, I, I can handle him
Now he's bigger than me, taller than me
And he's older than me, and stronger than me
And his arms are little bit longer than me
But it ain't on a JB song with me
I be tryna chill
They be tryna side with the thrill
No pun intended was raised by the power of will
Like Luke with the force if push comes to shove
Like Kobe with the fourth, ice water with blood (Let's go!)
I gotta be the best
And yes we're the flyest
Like David and Goliath
I conquered the giant
So now I got the world in my hand
I was born from two stars
So the moon's where I land

Yeah
I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never

Never say never

I will never say never (never say never)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never (ne-never say never, never say it x3)
And never say never (ne-never say never x3)
And never say never

make a wave

They say the beat of a butterflies wings,
Can set off a storm in the world away
What if that ride in the smallest of things
Can power the strongest hurricane?
What if it all begins inside?
We hold the key that turns the tide

[Chorus:]
Just a pebble in the water (ohh)
Can set the sea in motion (ohh)
A simple act of kindness (ohh)
Can stir the widest ocean
If we show a little love
Heaven knows what we could change (oh yeah)
So throw a pebble in the water (oh yeah)
And make a wave, make a wave
Make a wave, make a wave

The single joys that you take and send
And we touch your hand to someone in need (hold somebody)
Don't pull yourself and say you can't
You never know what can grow from just one seed (yeah)

So come with me and seize the day
This world may never be the same

[Chorus:]
Just a pebble in the water,
(Just a pebble in the water)
Can set the sea in motion,
(Can set the sea in motion)
A simple act of kindness (ohh)
Can stir the widest ocean
(Stir the widest ocean)
If we show a little love,
(If we show a little love)
Heaven knows that we can change,
(Heaven knows that we can change)
So throw a pebble in the water,
(So throw a pebble in the water)
Make a wave, make a wave
(Make a wave, make a wave)
Make a wave, make a wave (Yeah, yeah)
(Make a wave, make a wave)
Make a wave, make a wave
(Show a little love and make a wave, seize me)
Make a wave, make a wave

So let's show a little love
You never know we can change
So throw a pebble in the water
Make a wave, make a wave

crawling

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling

I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Chorus

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Chorus (Repeat until end)

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling (Whispered during chorus)

i just want you to know who i'am

And I’d give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be
And I don’t want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it’s over
I just don’t want to miss you tonight

And I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

Chorus

And I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am