for you I will

When you're feeling lost in the night
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Count on me, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better
I'll be there to protect you, see you through
I'll be there, and there is nothing, I won't do

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero, your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you, for you I will

I will shield your heart from the rain
I won't let no harm come your way
Oh these arms will be your shelter
No these arms won't let you down
If there is a mountain to move
I will move that mountain for you
I'm here for you, I'm here forever
I will be your fortress, tall and strong
I'll keep you safe, I'll stand beside you, right or wrong

For you I will, lay my life on the line
For you I will fight, hmmm, for you I will die
With every breath, with all my soul
I'll give my word, I'll give it all
Put your faith in me
And I'll do anything

Promise you, for you I will

this is me

I’ve always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I’ve got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I’m gonna let it show
It’s time to let you know
to let you know

This is real
This is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

Do you know what it’s like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you’re the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it’s too far away
I’ve got to believe in myself
It’s the only way

This is real
This is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

You’re the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I’m singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You’re the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

This is real
This is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

You’re the missing piece I need
The song inside of me

This is me

You’re the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I’m singing

Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

Drown in the naked and revenge

this night fall with tears that we’ve drown me in sleep
cause i will fade out as my heart start to bleed...
this question been asked
i cry for the past
with angel in blue
i’ll sing this to you

i leave u with goodbye
i know its hurt for me
all the memories gone
i know i’m nothing for you
but i’ve tried do the best for you

and the story’s ending...

this time has been shared for you’re bitter and sour
when my eyes black out as my knees hit the floor
when thunder and storm try to knock down your door
i’ll be there to guard you so you will not fall

lolipop

I said
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
I said
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down

Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Or love's gonna get you down

I went walking in with my mama one day
When she warn me what people say
Live your life until love is found
'Cause love's gonna get you down
Take a look at the girl next door
She's a player and a down right whore
Jesus slows up, she wants more
Oh bad girls get you down

Singing
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Or love's gonna get you down

Mama told me what I should know
Too much candy gonna ride your soul
If she loves you, let her go
'Cause love only gets you down
Take a look at the boy like me
Never stood on my own two feet
Now I'm blue, as I can be
Oh love couldn't get me down

Singing
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Or love's gonna get you down

I went walking with my mama one day
When she warn me what people say
Live your life until love is found
Or love's gonna get you down

Singing
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love (say love), say love (say love)
Or love's gonna get you down
Say love (say love), say love (say love)
Or love's gonna get you down

Mama told me what I should know
Too much candy gonna ride your soul
If she loves you, let her go
'Cause love only gets you down

Wow, woow, woow, lollipop
Wow, woow, woow, lollipop

Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Or love's gonna get you down

just my fuck story

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gue enek sama gaya sok YESS lu ! emng gue akuin elu yes tapi biasa aja dude ! banyak yg lebih yess drpda elu !
i dont know whether to laugh or cry (?) -,-
menurut elu mendingan gue ngapain ? sumpah gue jadi geje gini gara" elu . busuk banget lu !
mana elunya kgak ngrasa bersalah lagi . aduhh hati lu tuh di kasi lapisan apaan sih ? kgak peka bgt . di sindir kgak ngrasa . di katain kgak ngrasa . tapi klo di marain sama YOUR NEW ** aja langsung sensi bgt . idihhh najonk !
ahh udalah gue pusing . perut mual gara" mikirin lu .
mau offline tidur mimpiin justin bieber . lmfao ;D see ya

Harder Than You Know

You said this could only get better.
There's no rush, 'cause we have each other.
You said this would last forever,
But now i doubt if i was your only lover.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same.
'Cause i'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know.
'Cause girl your driving me so crazy

How can i miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time i guess I'll go away.
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain!
So where's the fire?
You've begun the rain.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'cause i'm not over you!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)

And if you don't want me then
i guess i'll hav'ta go!
Not loving you is harder then you know.

YEAH!

So I'll make the call,
and I'll leave you today
I'm gona miss you 'cause i love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today

Leaving always drives me crazy!
Leaving always drives me crazy!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,

YEAH!

Baby, don't talk to me
i'm trying to let go (I'm tring to let go)
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)

and if you don't want me then
i guess i'll havt'a go! (I guess I'll hav'ta go)
not loving you is harder then you know
(girl your driving me so crazy)

Baby, don't talk to me
i'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder, then you know,
girl your driving me so crazy.

hello

hello ..
can u see me outside ur door?
i'm waiting just for u ..
hey oh ..
why don't u just open the door?
i miss u so ,it's true ..
i know .. i know i was wrong ..
but forgive me pleassee ..
~reff :
heyy .. i try to be nice but u never care i guess ..
hei .. don't u realize?
can't u feel it ,beib?
that i love yaa so ..

hello ..
i've knock knock ur door ..
over again ..
i know .. i know i was wrong ..
but forgive me pleassee ..

#why can't we be together ?
like we were yesterday ..
why can't we loving each other?
like we were yesterday ..

just song lyric by :: putri permata (:

darkness of night

this is one from a few songs that i made ;)

in the silence of night
i sing a beautiful song for you
i wish you were here with me
in the darkness of night

*because all was over between us
no more you now on my side
you leave our memories
in the darkness of night

i'm just a little girl who stood on the balcony
who had made a stupid mistakes
losing you as the same as losing half of my heart
and i'm sure i couldn't live in this world without you

She's out of my life

She's out of my life
She's out of my life
And I don't know whether to laugh or cry
I don't know whether to live or die
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life

It's out of my hands
It's out of my hands
To think for two years she was here
And I took her for granted, I was so cavalier
Now the way that it stands
She's out of my hands

And so I've learned that love it's not possession
And I've learned that love don't wait
Now I've learned that love needs expression
But I learned too late

And she's... out of my life
She's out of my life
Damned indecision and cursed pride
I kept my love for her locked, deep inside
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my... life.

ost. titanic

1. "Never an Absolution" – 3:03
2. "Distant Memories" – 2:23
3. "Southampton" – 4:01
4. "Rose" – 2:52
5. "Leaving Port" – 3:26
6. "Take Her to Sea, Mr. Murdoch" – 4:31
7. "Hard to Starboard" – 6:52
8. "Unable to Stay, Unwilling to Leave" – 3:56
9. "The Sinking" – 5:05
10. "Death of Titanic" – 8:26
11. "A Promise Kept" – 6:02
12. "A Life So Changed" – 2:13
13. "An Ocean of Memories" – 7:57
14. "My Heart Will Go On (Love Theme from Titanic)" Céline Dion – 5:11
15. "Hymn to the Sea" – 6:25

Unable to Stay,Unwilling to Leave

When You Have Left
All You Have
You Cannot Stay
You Cannot leave

Unable to Stay
Unwilling to Leave

When Hope Is Gone
All Is Crushed
You Cannot Leave
You Cannot Stay

Unable to Stay
Unwilling to Leave

distant memory

Oh distant memory, where have you been and gone
As I turn back to see, you're still not there with me
I know you'll never come and I will live with that
But if you one day come, I'll no longer be the one

Wait in line this fight is mine
Trust my words it's not your time
Feel my rage to go run and hide
Hate yourself you have no pride

I said some time ago I'd be the first to leave
And when it all went wrong I had myself to blame

I can't take it when I need to take it
I an wanting everything I'm so alone
To wait for you is all that I can do
I need to be with you or die alone

What's alive and what is not
To be real comes down to how you feel

Now I paid for my mistakes again and again, too long to understand
But when that's said and done, I have myself to blame

Cos I can't see it when I want to see it
I am needing everything I'm so afraid
To seek the truth is all that I will do
To think you would stay and feel at home

Wait for me, just stop the time
Left to prove you have no pride

I can't watch all this, I hate to know the truth
So tell me finally what do you want?
To dream of you is all that I can do
Something you'd never do in all your time

I can't take it when I need to take it
I am searching everywhere, I'm so alone
To wait for you is all that I can do
I need to be with you or die alone

my all

I'm thinking of you
in my sleepless solitude tonight
if it's wrong to love you
then my heart won't let me be right
cause I'm drowned in you
and I won't pull trough
without you by my side

I'd give my all to have
just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to have
your body next to mine
cause I can't let go on
living in the memory of your song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me
imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
vividly emblazoned in my mind
and yet you're so far
like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight

I'd give my all to have
just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to have
your body next to mine
cause I can't let go on
living in the memory of your song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

I'd give my all to have
just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to have
your body next to mine
cause I can't let go on
living in the memory of your song

I'd give my all for your love tonight
give my all for your love
tonight...

insomnia

I never thought that I’d fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you’d had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn’t expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you’ll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No i can’t live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you’re next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I’d never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I’d never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I’m sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn’t expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you’ll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No i can’t live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you’re next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can’t go to sleep
Cause it feels like I’ve fallen for you
It’s getting way too deep
And i know that it’s love because

I can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No i can’t live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you’re next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

belle of the boulevard

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you from sinking
It’s a long way down
It’s a long way

Back like you never broke
You tell a dirty joke
He touches your leg and thinks he’s getting close
For now you let him just this once
Just for now
And just like that it’s over
Don’t turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don’t be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard for the belle of the boulevard

In all your silver rings
And all your silken things
That song you softly sing is keeping you from breaking
It’s a long way down
It’s a long way
Back here you never loved
You’ve shaked the shivers off
You take a drink to get your courage up
Can you believe it
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It’s over

Please hold on it’s alright
Please hold on it’s alright
Please hold on

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you

vindicated

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine ahead has caught my eye
And roped me in so mesmerizing
It's so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so
Isolated so
Motivated I am
Certain now that I am

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

So tired of the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment for forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim
Against the current

So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

My hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption

curcol

akhhh bete banget gue . hape gue rusakkk ;( gue jadi gak bisa ngapa-ngapainn .
hufttt padahal di hape gue banyak banget memories about him . huhuuuu :'(
gara-gara hape gue rusak gue juga jadi jarang nulis blog . huftt bete banget dah .
kapan gue di beliin hape sama ortu gue ? nunggu gue b'day kali yak ? gilaa >,<
oyaa guys . aku sedih bgt gara" dapet nem yg jelek . huftt sory mom i cant make you proud :((
and alhasil gue bingung mau masuk sma mana . tapi nyokap gue milihin gue sma tirto . hmmmm lumayan bagus sih sbi gitu skolahnya .
tapii yg bikin gue degdegan, masuk sna pake tes . huft lumayan sih . smoga aja gue berhasill :)
huhuuu degdegan nihh nunggu bsk sabtu ;)
hmhmmm segitu dulu yaa curcol guee . kapan" gue curcol lagi dah di blog ini . see ya guys #kisshugpoke

someone

Have you ever heard the story of my life?
Have you ever known these feelings are for you?
Oh can’t you see? Oh can’t you feel?
When two hearts are one LOVE becomes real.
I’ll be your summer when it rains.
I’ll be the blood inside your veins.
Always beside you. Always to guide you.
Cuz you’ll never find someone like me.
Have you ever felt a LOVE like this before?
Have you ever found the meaning of it all?
I know you can see. I know you can feel.
(baby let me love you love you love you whoa…)
So let’s make this last FOREVER and TRUE.
I’ll be your summer when it rains.
I’ll be the blood inside your veins.
Always beside you. Always to guide you.
Cuz you’ll never find someone like me.
You’ll be the stars that shines so high.
You’ll be the light up in my sky.
Forever I’ll hold you. Forever I’ll need you.
Cuz I’ll never find someone like you.
Darling please. I know you care so much for me.
I see straight through your eyes.
Know that I want this LOVE too.
I’ll be your summer when it rains.
I’ll be the blood inside your veins.
Always to guide you. Always beside you.
Cuz you’ll never find someone like me.

you're still the one

When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after
all this time, you’re still the one I love.
Looks like we made it
Look how far we’ve come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we’d get there someday

They said, “I bet they’ll never make it”
But just look at us holding on
We’re still together still going strong

you’re still the one
You’re still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You’re still the one I want for life
You’re still the one
You’re still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You’re still the one I kiss good night

Ain’t nothin’ better
We beat the odds together
I’m glad we didn’t listen
Look at what we would be missin’

They said, “I bet they’ll never make it”
But just look at us holding on
We’re still together still going strong

You’re still the one
You’re still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You’re still the one I want for life
You’re still the one
You’re still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You’re still the one I kiss good night

You’re still the one
You’re still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You’re still the one I want for life
You’re still the one
You’re still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You’re still the one I kiss good night